HAPPY2ndCHRISTMAS((:


my lil baby enjoyin lyke asif he's all ALONE ;) muacks . ` `

we had fun tho counting the minutes down to 12 when we were on da train heading back to simei .. hmm,, i went ovr to center pt n waited for baby tu knocked off whn 11 reaches n he onie come out @ onie 1120 which means ive gotto wait 4 an xtra 20mins n tts reallllly long cos many indians were walking here n dere staring lyke some fcuks which i felt so damn it larrr~

dar gaf mi many hugs&kisses which added quite alot more xcitement 2 it=/ hhaah n dar say im pretty tt nyte n that mks mi go even lala-ing . hahaha. didnt squeezed w dose indians or othrs cos we literally rushed la.dar hated da spray n stuff cos tat wil mk us stinked. hwever i feel
its okie cos its CHRISTMAS season n we dont hv tt everyday larh. ~

Anyway darling replaced fruitfloat wif icecreams larhh . i didnt had icecream bt had mu-chee?! instead. spelled this way? okay nvm. i had fun over all~

stayed ova ad his house n reached home 10+ on d 25th n dere i goes MERRYCHRISTMAS-ing ((:

going over to darling house for dinner when he comes bck from work..

PS:waiting is not very romantic larrrr~

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continue .. MERRY CHRISTMAS((:
8+ went ovr to his place tu hv dinner den stayed over ad his plc again.. had shots taken. he was oso playing maple..



anw.. on de 26th we had a big quarrel. hai i cant blame him but myself . im sucha fucked up bitch. really. i swear. sigh.
i dont fuckn hell geddit.why do i myself tohhongping hv tu destroy everything.
im sorry baby ; i promise i wont dissapoint eu anymore.i;ll b yr perfect darling;(
i missyou soo mcuh now. ;'(

i actually supposed to mit up w d' rest cos its shevone's bdae oso known as to celebrate an advanced christmas. bt everytink didnt turned up to b wad i xpected. its lik im sick again? d fever came back hunting mi again n aggaainn? fcuk bigg tyme. i was pratically lyin on d bed for d whole day.it jus sigh cos a day of mine just gone . feelin reckless la.. im glad im better nw n hopefully i wont missed out d outing w OEs tonite.

zz . okay i cried . everytink was xpected i tink. nvm. im owas d' lousy one.sighhhx.NVM-__-
lets cry bcos its ovr~ `ll plan again wads next. currently dun feel lyk doin anyting,jus some sleeps..... i tink i'l be lost.~ okie nvm....

i stil need dxo tmr ~

I think i'l upload those BBQ pics tmr cos im currently lazy and hey CHARLOTTE ; lynnettoyeoxinyi sent mi them alrd n if u wana geddi frm mi ya (: hohos. good luck tu eu tanpeisi for our results n im sure u sure can ged promoted .t hx btw for da skins eu got half of da credits n da rest shd go to mi n my postings=x hahas.. okay so im back frm dinner wif baby n his family ad kovan..far la..haas.went find him firs b4 set off to d resturant..it was a treat frm his grandpa(: on our way to amk we both were playn hving fun hugs & kisses.im missin it right nw larh sigh sigh ~ anyway going to his plc tmr mornin b4 goin to mit gfs ad tm or mayb sch.aww..results is jus abt less den a day's time..my hart seems pumpin fasta den usual~ dots~ act i dont know wd i reali want~-_____- okie if i didnt ged promoted.. den i'l jux hv to slack n slack n go to privates. n if i did get promoted..i'l go buy books n my new sku bag n shoes.haaasx~ Zz..everytink wil b out tmr. n hey pls i wont b goin to ite larhhhhhhh-___- (:
goooddd luckx to all dearies !

i;m missing baby lyke hell. he's working & his hp no batt. sigh. sigh sigh larh=( hvnt been tokin to him since..4??-.-'' n he's knockin off @ only 1015,hai=( dear pingping miss eu=(

Zzzzz. mon results. zZzzzz
i tink i cant mk it lah sigh but no matter what i wont cry(:
tk note of my good or maybe bad news ba ~ Zz..

Well. had OE's gathering on 12/12. it was indeed a las min planned one n i tot all wudnt be as smoothed .however there seems tu b a miracle when everytink did turned out beautifully.except that d seasoning of chicken sucks la..thx to my maid-.-im so fcukn sorry my dear operians~~okay we didnt ton. haha.mayb d next one la~~hoho....we did took alot of pics n im lik waiting for yeolynnettexinyi to send em' la^^ hahas. hope tu hv anothering gathering soon.(: hoho.missing !!

ya lah im lookin for 19thdxo n hope i wont dissappt myself,my dudes wont dissp mi n my mom won't too(:
cos i guess thats d las clubbin event for mi unless deres anymore up coming.. zZz.. MONDAY.QUICK!
dardar,i luv u muack..=)
upload pics sooonnnn;)

hadn't mentioned about the visit to siloso beach resort last monday. its a new built building eu see so eventually da price for a room 4 a nyte goes up to 100+ n we've got two..so wif dose gst service changes n stuff it did went up to quite high. hw mani nytes can eu & i booked for chalets ad downtown?! however,dear & family stil booked it to relax so everyting was really wonderful.
so hw cant we probably missed out each other? (:




how wil i ever missed out snapping pics of him?



to end of da day on 5th dec,,we had another 2 shots;)




ok anyway it was really a nice moment lah. i hope we can actuali stay longa.
hmph. i hope ma boi n i can n always wil rememb tt moment <3*
i love him l0tsx.

no more mos 4 tonyte.definitely it had adversely affected mi like shit. had been awaitn like hell n in de end im nt able 2 b der.sighs. mom dont allow cos he wont b der.i know shes just worried...but zz..

n i tot w.o gg to mos she wil stil b dere. but she met him instead. n im lik totally shitty here.

[[you]]
u knew da bes tt i luved ya n cudn dare 2 imagine a day w/o yr presence.
hw wil i ever wanto imagne.......
i hadnt been a gr8 gf.
i couldnt gave in to everytin eu wan mi.
w.o me.
u;l recover tt happiness tt longed 2 b yrs.
i;m sorry.

what kinda changes wil dere be when 2007 arrives.

ive gotta sudden bang,
i dont feel lik being promoted again.

wtf is wrong w mi ?

why had it al happened bcos of a guy?
wad kinda drug did ya gaf mi tt im so addicted.
why cant i jus imagine a day w.o eu.
why issit so hard to adapt to what u really want.

why.
why has it b mi to do al da changes.

whad kinda fcukn changes do eu wanto c in mi..

i started to get a lil worked up or shal say worried abt da cuming results on 18dec. tts abt few weeks ahead tho but i can feel tt kinda fear within me. what had happened? isnt it gd nt to face books anymore?n work for bread instead or shopping sprees? life w/o books shd b as cool i THOUGHT . but tinks changes n i dont tink tats true anymore . i dont tink i wud wana work ad such young age n had lil knowledge. i tink carrying a bag going to sch suits mi more. but what if. WHAT IF i dont moved on 2 sec5s? arghs. alryte shall i jux wait for money 2 fall instead or what. i'l go private no worries but coping on alone isnt a simple task.so i sincerely hope i can ged promoted... *many prays*if onie i had been down to earth since las jan . so i neednt hafta worry here like some shit-ass-es. I stil tink i'l get lost if i dont moved on to sec5s.

seeing 2006 grads in tpss moved mi, no idea for why but i feel its kinda..unbearable. those sec4s xpress 5nas..whn r we meeting again? we're nt gona hv recess tog n those wednesdays assembly..its kinda sad tho. Zzz .

its saturday n im back frm half day work. sun's my offday n yay can mit jieyong;) missing him like shit ue noe? hohos. moving on to o2jam; be backs;d